Dearest Michael,

I have given up trying to understand how losing you could hurt more and more everyday, three years on and the pain is as raw as that awful day.

For forty years you have been such a huge part of my life and I have loved you every day, with you I have laughed, danced, sung (badly), cried, smiled and at times felt so much anger on your behalf. And even if you never knew it you were always there for me, you were my strength when I needed you. Thank you.

I love you more, I love you most, and I will miss you forever

Helen (LastTear)